I was working at a auto parts manufacturing plant. I ink was drying on my divorce papers. I hadn't seen my ex in months and was relieved! There was just to much violence. I was free! I was about to get hired on with the company, Ansley had just turned one and I was about to have enough money to move out of my parents house.
It was a regular night at work. I was at the spot welding machine churning out a pretty good number! All the sudden I had to go get sick. I went to the restroom, took care of business, and felt fine. I did this all night. I called the doctor's office as soon as it opened.
By the time I got to the doctors office, I was so sick I could almost not lift my head. The nurse called me back. They did all the test and as the usual question "can you be pregnant" came, my answer was "NO"! I was on the shot and had taken every precaution, except abstinence. I said I thought I had a stomach virus. About fifteen minutes later the doctor came in and said "Congratulations, your going to have a baby"! My world shattered. I burst into tears. I don't think the doctor knew what to do with me! I just kept saying "Not now. I can't have this baby now." He gave me some space. I called my mom. I couldn't talk for crying. She said " Your pregnant, aren't you." I managed you say yes. She told me she would be right there and hung up. I was alone, and would remain so for the next seven months.
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